So tomorrow (if I get everything packed up in time) I'm moving to Tennessee. This is something I've been waiting for and thinking about for a long time. Not moving to Tennessee, specifically, though I'm excited about that. What I've been anticipating more is being out "on my own", taking care of myself and not feeling like I have to conform to the desires and feelings of others. That's not entirely bad, of course, but all I'm saying is it's high time for me to get out of here. I love my family, and they've been great to be around, but it's definitely time for me to do my own thing.
I've been living on my own in my head for a while now. I mean that every time I'm frustrated by having to be under someone else's house rules, etc., I think how much cooler it would be to live out by myself. I have no illusions that it will all be peaches and cream, nor do I think everything will work out perfectly. I'm sure I will have to work hard to support myself, to maintain a lifestyle that I feel comfortable with, and to pay for my car. I know this. But I'm excited.
At the same time, I'm feeling a little nervous. What if it doesn't all work out? What if I can't make it on my own? What if I can't find a good job, or a decent (hell, any) apartment? What if it's hard making new friends, and I'm alone a lot? Obviously these are all thoughts that have been on my mind. But I won't let myself second guess it this time. That always happens, but this time I'm staying. This time I will make it work, and I will succeed. For sure.
At least I hope so...
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Dance Dance Revolution
Do yourself a favor, and watch this. You'll thank me for it later.
She's a crazy one, that girl.
She's a crazy one, that girl.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Fall is Pretty
Well I just got back from North Carolina. Sort of a random spur-of-the-moment trip; my parents are trying to buy this inn and we went to go check it out. Also looked at some houses. Fun times.
North Carolina is really beautiful this time of year. I mean it's always pretty nice but OH MAN in the fall the mountains are absolutely gorgeous. I'm a huge fan of that area to begin with, the Smokie/Blue Ridge Mountains, but with a pretty coat of autumn paint on the leaves, it's just breathtaking.
Okay. Nothing much else really. Just wanted to post, cause i get tired of not posting. OH, an update: I missed The Office again last Thursday. My life is on the edge of oblivion. Just teetering there.
North Carolina is really beautiful this time of year. I mean it's always pretty nice but OH MAN in the fall the mountains are absolutely gorgeous. I'm a huge fan of that area to begin with, the Smokie/Blue Ridge Mountains, but with a pretty coat of autumn paint on the leaves, it's just breathtaking.
Okay. Nothing much else really. Just wanted to post, cause i get tired of not posting. OH, an update: I missed The Office again last Thursday. My life is on the edge of oblivion. Just teetering there.
Thursday, October 12, 2006
OH the Humanity!
Boy, the hits just keep coming, don't they? Tonight I completely spaced out and missed The Office at 7:30. That's like my favorite show.
I wasn't even doing anything important, either. I was looking at Facebook pictures. I might have been a little less upset had I a better excuse, but no.
Oh well.
I wasn't even doing anything important, either. I was looking at Facebook pictures. I might have been a little less upset had I a better excuse, but no.
Oh well.
Saturday, October 07, 2006
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
UPDATE, Mothafucka!
Man I never post in this thing. What's the point of having a blog that I don't update?
So here's an update.
I'm not in Florida anymore. I'm in Indiana and my parents lost their jobs so they are buying a bed & breakfast and my grandparents' house burned down and I was going to move to Seattle but now I think I'm moving to Knoxville and I like pickles.
That's about all that's going on in my life. It's really kind of uneventful, actually.
And now, a slightly-relevant comic from the ever-humorous Toothpaste For Dinner:

toothpastefordinner.com
So here's an update.
I'm not in Florida anymore. I'm in Indiana and my parents lost their jobs so they are buying a bed & breakfast and my grandparents' house burned down and I was going to move to Seattle but now I think I'm moving to Knoxville and I like pickles.
That's about all that's going on in my life. It's really kind of uneventful, actually.
And now, a slightly-relevant comic from the ever-humorous Toothpaste For Dinner:

toothpastefordinner.com
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